One question.....

Why is it that

my inability to control

ANYTHING 

leads to the

lack of control

over the one thing

 that I do have complete

and total control over?

UPDATE:

I've found something that has helped!  Christ-Centered Meditation - Join me in my webinar as I teach how to and why, as well as how to overcome difficult subconscious programming that seems to run our lives.  Check it out!